Archive for September, 2009

15.09.09 WOW

September 15th, 2009

We are in the new house now. Im sitting on the balcony looking over some hills and a forest covered mountain watching ducks fly in and out of the pond behind our huge garden. Oh did I mention its Spring and the sun is literally cracking the flags. Its proper roasting lol. Fingers crossed I will have our internet sorted. Just writing a little blog then im getting changed to go the library and get on the internet to sort out our home internet. Woop!

x

9.09.09 Well

September 15th, 2009

Today I start work. Dunno what to think really. Looking forward to it but feeling a bit weird. I think once im settled in I will be ok. Fingers crossed lol. The uniform is ok, its a shirt, I do miss my old work shirt. Anyways, looking forward to it. Will try an write a new blog later.

Miss you all x

8.09.09 I Have Not Written One In A Few Days

September 8th, 2009

I think its just because im just sick of living in that dump. Cant wait until we move into our new house. Today hopefully, tommorow at the latest. Cant wait till all of our stuff is here, cant wait till we have proper internet. Cant wait for alot of things. I just cant wait to settle down.

Well not done much since the last blog to be honest. Just been chilling out in the house, walking around the city centre shopping for the new house etc. We went to some Redwood forest the other day called Whakarewarewa Forest. I have absolutely no idea how you say it, but if anyone has been watching my Facebook status you will know I had a full signal in the middle of the forest heheh.

Other than our little tourist like trips its been quiet. I start work tommorow, so sort of looking forward to that, I think it will bring a sense of normality to my life right now, because I dont feel like I belong anywhere. If you dont get me right now let me explain.

I no longer feel like I belong in the UK, because I dont live there anymore. I dont feel like I belong in New Zealand because right now it still feels like a holiday, an extended holiday, but a holiday non the less. So I feel nomadic, I feel like I dont belong anywhere, so im hoping that having a house and working will settle me down so I feel like I belong here.

Other than that its going great right now. So wish me luck, because Im about to start a new chapter in the New Zealand part of the book that is my life.

Miss you all dearly xx

3.08.09 I Dont Know What Just Happened

September 4th, 2009

I was sitting down less than an hour ago, watching Fringe. I dont know what happened. I was just sitting there, and became all weird. I suddenly got very very down, and I dont know why, then my thoughts were all about home, and the times I spent with my friends. I have no idea where it came from.

In fact im still laughing away at Scrubs, but my mind is constantly drawn to all my friends. I think its finally set in now, this is my new home. I miss everyone so much, but I havnt thought about people properly, and now I cant stop thinking about everyone. I miss my work with all my friends, I miss my nights out with all my friends, I miss everything.

I think the realisation has set in. This is my new home, Im going to live here for a few years at a minimum. I dont know where this came from. But I hope it goes away soon, not to forget about everyone, but because I dont want to feel down constantly. I knew it would happen eventually, just didnt think it would happen so quick.

Miss you all, more than usual xxx

1.09.09 I Didnt Blog Yesterday

September 4th, 2009

I didnt blog yesterday, dunno why, just kinda forgot.

We went on another trip yesterday, we went to Whakatane (Pronounced Fak-a-ta-nee). It rained most of the way but when we got there it died down a bit, so we sat in the car by the coast and had our little picnic. Fun Day.

Went out today had to go the library and play on the internet. I spoke to some people on there, not many people up at that time of the night. Then we went the shop for some shoes for my mum who starts her job tommorow.

After that I went the Vodafone shop and got myself a sim card. So I have a mobile again! Msg me on FB for my number.

Anywhoos, talk to you all soon. Miss you all xx